It's supposed to have been posted way back, but I'm only posting it now, since I have the time for it. Hopefully, I'll be able to be back on track before the end of next week.
Hi, you have been giving me random forecasts of my future. Each night, you either send me on a fairytale, you make me go through something I fear, or hate, or simply prepare me for a situation before I go through it in the real world. I never knew how you gave me such a gift. Could it be caused on that evening in November when I was just 7, when I fell off the steps of the school bus as it made a right turn into the HDB estate I used to live till 11 years ago, crashing onto the door, being knocked cold for between five and 10 seconds, like how almost every superhero out there gained their powers from unwanted accidents that fatefully happened at the right times?
Many times you point out what I should look out for, and be prepared for it. Twice so far, you pin-pointed almost exactly how I would end up meeting two different friends. Twice, you have showed me their looks, personalities and voices even before I would come to know them. Maybe there have been more cases, but I could only remember these 2 so vividly. Recently, you made me see myself taking the life of a kid, with a blade, and eventually running in the cold night like a fugitive, from Hougang to Ang Mo Kio by bus, barely evading the authorities who were hot on my tail, barely two hours after the moment of folly, by transferring onto another bus bound for Woodlands. I really do hope that doesn't come true, for somehow, the images you show me, would somehow, unfold before me, one way or another.
Earlier this year, you told me I would not be going on a trip I had wanted to go since I was in my second year of study. However, it was a blessing in disguise, one that I would have least expected.
Oh yes, there's another. I don't know whether it's just me being overly dreamy just before I board that flight for dreamland each time, or you're telling me a story of how I would eventually meet the person of my dreams. It's like a drama serial, except that the episodes do not run in order. A series that has more than 30 episodes and counting with almost each passing night ever since I don't know when. Of course, I do hope such dreams come true, for so far, I am positively sure I have experienced 3 or 4 of the dreams recently. If you could provide, I would like to know how I could pop the questions at the right moments.
You know, without you being there, I might have lost my life much earlier. It feels as though I'm living on borrowed time.So far, if I could continue living after each death, I could have traveled to heaven and back 3 times! However, I have only 1 life to live. I hope that, when you read this through my very eyes, you would still stay by my side, guiding me through. You have been a great friend to me, and I wish to let you see how the images you show me, unfold in my life, with me at the control, doing it right.
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